I haven't had time to write a blog because I've been doing a lot of research and reading. I've been waiting for Vampire Academy to hit the movies.  i really loved the books and i really thought that a movie would be made; but i guess they're waiting to after Twilight to finish before they have another Vampire movie out.  but to think that maybe they should have a Werewolf series would be nice too.

in the event that i am bored out of my mind i would search the Internet for books and movies and things to watch on TV.  i discovered a whole new world out there threw my phone and an application called Wattpad. After first I'm like OK it just another application that has books that you need to buy, but then it hit me that they're for FREE.  & to top that off they're not written like any books I've read that you get at the book store.  They might have spelling and grammar mistakes, but they're written so well that you just want to sink your teeth into them.  People keep telling to watch or read True Blood and i would love too; but i haven't had the time since i started with Wattpad.  It's like another world complete with everything i was looking for to get me out of this bubble of boredom...

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You'll be surprised at what you find and what you re missing out on i thought i share the like of library with you on my page and you can go to the main site for here to search for what you want to read they have everything and you wont be disappointed & it will deft keep you out of trouble & boredom check it out!

Adjustment Bureau (2011) The Movie

Is there really an AB, there's really know way know for sure.  however, i have come to realize that i need to balance everything I do between NEEDING and WANTING.  

This movie is about the plan their plan; and the person(s) in the plan not having control.  Everything happens by chance or fate.  What is Chance, who is Chance? Fate?
After watching the movie this link below became more clear to me.

I have listen to my heart & recognize the whispers.  Hear what they have to say.  But also at the same time to rational my needs with what I want.  I will always want a new pair of shoes, but I need them. Same thing for handbag, makeup, clothes, etc.  

I also learned to see things and also watch out for things. I spend a lot of time at work and I always just sit there and sit and watch, without responding.  I does take a lot of practice to see what going on around me but I’ve been working in the same place for 10 years & 10 hours a day you begin to see a pattern and instead of clashing with my boss(es) or co-workers I become very submissive.  In my eyes this is probably the strongest attribute I have because the attentive would be to insist on not working there by causing me to lose my job & losing my job is not an option I would like to see happen to me.  People might say I’m weak because I don't stand up to my bosses when we all feel like they can be pushing me around for no reason; but again you have to stop and think what’s really going on? Is it important for me to aggressive just so I can have a strong personality at work (risk losing my job at any given moment) or just be a busy little bee and just get the work done?  Either way, being submissive isn’t such a bad thing when that can just mean I’m great to work with & a team player.

But at the same time I do the same thing at home; but I defiantly need more practice but kids are very unpredictable.  I mostly comprise when it come to kids and things that happen at home.  I don't do it because I need to I do it because I want to do it.  It's the easiest way to solve the  problems that will develop when the kids fight over toys, when it come to eating, going to sleep by 8pm or even 9pm, etc. 

At the same time I know what I should be doing I just find it hard to make a move because I feel like something else is in the room pulling the strings.  Almost every night me & the kids fight about going to sleep. I always tell them it’s time; their reaction is to stay up even later.  I wonder  if that's nature way of saying they slept too long at school there’s no way they’re going to sleep until their tired.  But what can you do….

 I can talk about the kids & home life all day long.  The important thing I’m trying to talk about is to listen to your heart; but you need to open your eyes and mind to see what’s happening around you, & also at the same time find what makes you happy….

Good Luck

Do all Men cheat; only some? . . .

July to clarify that not all men cheat and that I have the greatest husband I could every ask for.
We fight and augre all the time but I realized its because it nature; i find the need to fight and cause problems to feel wanted and appreaciated because something in my childhood lead me to belive that fighting makes you feel appreaciated.  After reading Tyrese book i realized a lot of things and things i didnt know but wanted to know & again i really cant handle the truth. but i'm glad the truth was told to me & i'm glad  i have read the book; i'll be even more happier when i make changes in myself and follow them threw.

like eating the right foods; choicing better for myself and my family.
concentrating on what matters, Husband, Children, Myself, Work. 
everyone needs friends; but you have to choice the right 5 people...

After seeing this clip on Wendy, i just couldnt contain my angry, but at the same time i was very happy in realizing what i always had a question about. Tyrese is a man he's telling the truth, thats what i wanted to hear the truth. i just cant handle the truth after finding this out, i have to figure out how to deal with the sitution.

When he said "it’s expected" I was like I know this or feel this, but is that really true.

it basically comes down there's too much woman in the world and men (ration of 5:1) Mend have a variety and they chose the 1 woman they want to marry settle down with, then they have 4 other choices to just mess around with, whether they sleep with that person its really all up them, but they have the 4 other types of women because they can’t be satisfied with just with 1 woman.  No matter what you do, say, dress, cook or clean it’s not going to keep a man at home.  He has to want to stay there and not mess around.  But at the same time there's woman out that are willing to be with a married man because they get the best of that relationship. They get the great sex, the dinner or movie dates. WITH NO FIGHTING OR ARGUING.  As long as a man go out and get that from a woman with no complaints they will continue to cheat and thing there’s nothing wrong because he’s still coming home and dealing with his wife and making her happy.  At the same time the wife doesn't know this is going on or just hasn't had the time to process it because in her mind, she like “he won’t do that to me”. 

I don't want to cause woman to look at their relationship and cause problems. I just want to inform woman of what I have learned and that its not you, the problems your having at home have has NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR WHAT YOUR NOT DOING.  Its just nature.  You can choice to accept the truth and/ or just move on and take care of yourself and your children... i reason why i say because i thought the problem was me then i realize its just nature; you can stop things in nature from happening.  But at the same time you just just accept it; you have to make choice.  & not ALL MEN CHEAT. 

this clip in what i found because Wendy didnt let Tyrese finish and i think this clip is very helpful.

"life is a menu, ...  whatever you ordered ... that whats going to be delivered" this comment again fucked me up on so many levels, but i had to think back to my childhood, past relationship, friends family and I was like OMG he finally broke it down for me.  it all makes sense now. TRUTH.

he breaks down everything and i think you need to look into your life and make changes.
you dont have to change over night; but you need to start with simple changes.

1- CHANGE YOURSELF - accept who you are; be strong & LOVE YOURSELF no matter what.
2- CHANGE YOUR MIND - dont start thinking about stuff that isnt there & cause yourself to go crazy. just be calm & SMILE stay happy.  Nothing is that serious
3- MAKE A LIST OF THE OTHER THINGS YOU WANT TO CHANGE- and take it easy and dont worry if you cant change things on the list just take your time and start again.

1 on thing before i end this blog.  IS TO THINK BEFORE YOU ACT & accept help where you can get, ask questions, talk to your inner circles dont keep things to yourself.  No matter how you feel before & after and just LOVE YOURSELF

i just had to 
I have been suffering from my headaches/migraines more frequently since last April, & needed  wanted to figure out why.  Most doctors will say it’s what I’m eating, which is true.  Some will say is stress, which is also true.  And even more will say it’s my hormone levels, which is also true.

I set out to truly avoid the migraines from coming. I was able to assess the dilemma as to why I get the in first place.  There by giving me the ability to take care of them.  Each headache/migraine is different you first have to figure out which one you have & then get some kind of relief.   These remedies below should not replace what you have been doing in the past, but it should help you find ways of find relief from the pain.  however,  have found that by doing the things below and taking these supplements I have been taken less and less of Excedrin & Frova.

Stress  headache/migraine
Treatment               Lavender        eat, drink & make a lotion out of it.

I recently got fresh & dried Lavender and I would make a tea out of and I would also take a hot bath.  Depending on the pain level anywhere from being 7-10 I would soak every day for about 20 mins with very hot hot water.  I would also drink it in my tea and make a lotion or soap out of it or even get some soap and rub it on my forehead throughout the day. 

Hormonal headache/migraine
Treatment                     Peppermint & Cinnamon

I don't know how to check my hormonal every day; but what I mean is when I get my period so they minute I feel like something in wrong or I have my period and the pain I start by eating these 2 things right way and making a tea to rub on my forehead to give me instant relief. The relief only last a few hours at a time; but it’s better than nothing.  You also have to be careful about getting it in your eyes because it stings like a bee.  So only use a pinch each time you use it as a tea or rubbing lotion and also not consuming to much of it because it does make you kind of gassy and helps you lose weight.  But most people know that when you have a migraine you tend to always lose weight because you don't eat from being sick.

Some of the essential oils commonly recommended for migraine aromatherapy are lavender, peppermint, rosemary, eucalyptus, sandalwood, clary sage, ginger, ylang-ylang, basil, marjoram, and chamomile.

i found these products very help and just wanted to share them with you .
please feel free to comment or email me if you have any questions.
 Peace out & Relief

Tyrese's book actually exceeded my expectations. Very informative, made me laugh & cry; had me at the edge of my seat. It made me want to pick up the phone & call him, bec I have so many questions about his childhood & the school system. I have a daughter that's 3 (going in 15) that has the same ADHD or ADD, which I think is another way of not dealing with the problem. & I always thought only boys had this problem & not girls. After reading that the chapters about his childhood I found I was making a lot of mistakes. I found that my child doesn't have a problem, I found that it’s me & I need to treat her different. I need to show her she not a bad kid, she doesn't need to go to a special school or class for her (energy) or (temper). I know I will keep her in the program for another year, just so the teachers don't have to deal with it, but once I get her in kindergarten I will tell them she's a good kid & she should be treated like one. I've seen bad kids & I know I have to start when she's young & tell her she's a good & wonderful kid bec if she hears that maybe she'll believe in herself enough to do the right thing.

This book should be given to everyone you hold dear to your heart and soul. I wish I can buy it & just hand them out to people I meet; people I feel like they need a step in the right direction and just need some enlighten. I've been telling so many people to buy it & they all say the same thing, I can’t find it at the store; or I want to but I'm in the middle of another book I need to finish; it’s the same thing I read before.... but I tell them it’s not & it’s a great book you won't be disappointed, but even if they do buy u want them to read it & start making positive changes their life the next minute. I'm sure they will & I need to get a few to give to my kids teachers & discuss it with my daughter therapist(s). just the chapters about the school system & who they come up with a diagnosis as ADHD or ADD. I never knew that other people out they had it so hard going up, but I've realized we all want what we can't have, but now there’s a way to change that.... I haven’t read the book in a few days to let it sink in and read other books to my kids; but I definitely want to finish it. I’m just hoping for many more books from him and hope he has the courage to keep writing, because a lot of people will want to read what he has to say.

Tyrese thank you for making me take a hard look at myself. My Allah bless you & always watch over you & keep you safe. accomplishments. Much love and respect.

(they (Amazon) wouldnt let me comment on the book because i didnt purchase online; so i decided to write a review myself in my blog).

I don't want to give away any parts of the book, but I tell you that I should’ve brought 2 or 3 copies because it’s very hard to find and also I don't want to let it go.  I find myself wanting to read it 1 time from start to finish, then again with post-its and keep it handy as a survival guide.  These so much you can learn for this book and things you probably already know, just not putting it to use. Once you read this book and you go through your daily lives & I know you’re going to refer back to it the I did.  I believe this book is going to make a great collector item & maybe even make the top charts; but mostly importantly a lot of people are going to read it and learn for it and make their lives better.  

I have been reading this book for some time and the first 20 pages really have capture my heart & my mind.  Thank you so much for writing the book and also for finishing the book and not letting anything get in your way. 

You have made me look at myself very differently and I need to take a good look and change what needs to be changed.  These are good changes so I can get out of my way and achieve the goals I have made myself.  I also find that I cannot do it alone.  However, I am alone and I am the only one who knows what’s in my heart and what I need to do, but also I can ask for help when I need it and not be afraid to ask questions.   

This book is worth giving as a gift to someone who just needs a little push, because after reading it, I didn't realize that we all share the same goals and the same difficulties in life.  I just find it very educational & useful. Funny and sad all at the same time.  There so much more i want to say and share with you, but i want you to get the book and read it for yourselves, trust me you wont be disappointed.

Lots of love & peace.

for more information go to:   http://myriamfares.com/ 
i just love all her songs; her sense of style, everything.
these are my favorite songs; some with english subtitles.

Myriam Faris - Nadini (English subtitles)

Myriam Faris - Wahishny Eh
(I miss you) -(no subtitles)

Myriam Faris - Ana Albi Leek (English subtitles)

Myriam Faris - Khalani (English subtitles)

Myriam Faris - La Tas2lni (English subtitles)

Myriam Faris - Ana Welshou2 (English subtitles)

I just love all these videos; but these are my favorites

I really do miss my cats; i wish i can have a cat;
but i have a chinchilla named Xena
I cant wait to video tape her; but i'm still learning

i dont think i have to explain anything about the videos; just watch & enjoy + subscribe to smpfilms threw youtube.  all the videos are very funny and relaxing.
Chrissy and Somaya Battle At Sea!

In this clip Somaya manger (tattoo) uses the word “TRIFLING
Let me start by saying I love Chrissy Emily & Olivia after ep 4
I'm trying 2 understand, if Somaya…

Never ever us the word “TRIFLING”.  I dont care if you mean well; but that word in itself is just insulting.  Even i wanted to jump out of seat and choke him out; but Chrissy has class and tried to understand the
circumstances and talk to them. No matter what that word is not a nice word and beside that the way he said it sparked tha fight. Even after that they meet again and tried to work things out but yet again Somaya choose to fight with Olivia yet I feel Olivia did nothing wrong.  i tried to attach the click but you have to check it out on VH1.

Somaya never should have gotta angry or talked to Chrissy.  She should take time out hear what she has to say.  I really feel like Chrissy heart is in the right place; but she’s very smart and uses her head and not heart.  A thing we should learn from her because she’s a hard as b!tch.  something I wish I can be & say what’s on my mind instead always worry about what people are going to think or how they feel.  They need to hear the truth and if they cant handle it then f them, Right?

this is Somayas perfomance.  & i really like the song; but again listen & tell me what you think (before the fight).  the rest of the show is great i just love everything about it.  i have to keep watching and share with you my thoughts at a later time.

More clips and videos on the Show Love & Hip Hop.
These foods have been identified as headache and migraine trigger
First the list then the explanation below:

Peanuts, peanut butter, other nuts and seeds                       Pizza (because of the cheese(s))
Potato chip products                                                          Chicken livers and other organ meats
Smoked or dried fish
Sourdough bread, fresh baked yeast goods (donuts, cakes, homemade breads, and rolls)
Bread, crackers, and desserts containing cheese
Certain fresh fruits including ripe bananas, citrus fruits, papaya, red plums, raspberries, kiwi, pineapple
Dried fruits (figs, raisins, dates)
Soups made from meat extracts or bouillon (not homemade broth)
Cultured dairy products, sour cream, buttermilk, yogurt
Caffeine found in chocolate and cocoa; beverages such as coffee,
tea and colas; also found in certain medications (Excedrin)
Aspartame and other artificial sweeteners (sweet & low, equal).

Now looking at the list above I’m going to talk about the foods that I eat the most Chocolate, Cheese, Peanut Butter Bananas, Raspberries, Pizza, Coffee, Tea.  I eat these items in combination to help me lose weight on top of that they taste so good.  I don't know if you girls have trouble stopping eating Chocolate (Snicker, M&M, Twix, Reese’s Kit Kat).  I can go on for a long time and I want you to remember the list not to eat them.  Looking at the list I think you should cut down as much as possible and look for other Chocolate alternatives.  But I also love Peanuts or Peanut Butter & Caramel.  I haven’t anything that can replace Chocolate, so what I do is drink lots of water or try to avoid it as much as possible.  Whatever you do don't eat anything before you go to sleep especially Chocolate or anything that contains Chocolate.  I did this analysis where I would have Chocolate chip cookies before bed and I would wake up 3 hours later with a massive headache.  So the Caffeine in the Chocolate is what trigger my headaches. 

I tend to eat peanut butter & grape, blueberry or strawberry jam to stay on a budget and help me stay fill so I don't eat so much junk.  But I found that if I drink hot water with ginger I won’t get a headache I have to drink about 2 cups for every 1 sandwich and I was good to go + I the ginger also help lose weight don't know how but with my body I don't but on any excess fat.

This list below helps lessen headache and helps you lose weight too..

Peppermint                                      Cayenne pepper
Ginger (more on ginger here),           Fish and fish oil
Oatmeal                                           Wheat                                                 
Foods rich in magnesium, such as spinach &
Foods rich in calcium such as spinach, broccoli and kale

Water                 this is the cheapest and may be most reliable food to cure headache. I drink lots of water hot mostly because it takes the body some time to process it to cold then to oxygen.

Ginkgo biloba     it is a medicinal plant. The leaves and the seeds contain some flavonoid glycosides. 

Banana               if you suffer from constant headache, you should include a banana in your breakfast every day. High magnesium concentration in bananas will help is successful cure of headache.

Lemonade           a glass of lemonade or fresh lime juice with high concentration of salt can cure severe headache almost instantly. Intake of salt is not generally persuaded. But in case of headache, it acts like magic.

Coffee                a strong cup of coffee can help you if you are suffering from severe headache. 

Tea                     tea contains tannin. For the same reason, a strong cup of tea will also cure headache.

Apple                 denuded and seed free pieces of apples, each morning in your breakfast will definitely cure stress related headache. Apples contain bioflavonoids which help in reduction of blood pressure and thus reducing the incidence of headache.

Black pepper      either in powdered form or mixed with vegetables, it can cure headache. Black pepper contains capsaicin and it can increase the threshold level for headache.

Infusion drinks    herbal infusion drink can also do wonder. Mix some basil leaves and ginger pieces in boiling water. Let it boil for 5-7 minutes. Sift the water into a cup. Add 1 tsp of honey. Drink it warm. You will feel better. Antioxidants, selenium, magnesium and vitamins will help your body to rejuvenate instantly.

Milk                   warm milk has a soothing effect over our nervous system. For a nagging headache, you can take a glassful of milk whether hot or cold with do the trick.

If you have a really bad headache I would not recommend taking more caffeine you need to get some sleep to help relieve the pressure I would suggest sleep or staying in a shower with steam and add some peppermint oil or fresh or even dry peppermint and sit for 5-10 minutes to open up the passages and sooth away the pressure. If you have music handy play rain forest music with bird chipping and just think of nothing just relax.
It came to my attention when so many people kept telling me I look good, I didn't realize that I lost so much weight.  the reason(s) why i lost so much weight was because i was trying to fight my migraine headaches and recently discovered that drinking green tea & ginger help the craving + i was following what Dr. Oz said about watching what you eat.

I would also drink hot water with nothing in it so stop my head from hurting; but it would fill me up so i didn't feel the need to eat.  but also when you have a headache you're not hungry your just in pain.  I starting adding green tea, ginger, honey & lemon - sugar.  I would drink this all day long 2-5 cups from 9am - 5pm then when i got home i would just have ginger and hot water.  I found that drinking this would help with my headache and i wouldn’t be in so much pain.  i would also take Excedrin but that didn’t work all the time & when I would have my tea I needed to use Excedrin less.  However, my headaches really never stop coming i would still get them from time to time; but the good thing is i was losing weight in the process.

If you are familiar with Dr. Oz you know he taught people to eat right and eat healthy.  Jamie Oliver is also very helpful.  i find that even watch their show(s), reading their website(s) has trained my brain to follow the information that it stored away at a later time.  i know dieting is hard and that's why i wanted to share with you my secrets; but at the same time also remember that everybody is different and you need to start the process slow for your body to adjust and also see if you are losing weight.  

If you start gaining weight you need to figure out what you're doing wrong.  if you drink cold water and ginger it helps with the headaches; but you won’t be fill and end up eating to much bec your body will feel hungrier.  You have to remember that the cold water is digested easy and that you won’t feel full. And that hot water is harder for the body to process so it needs to cool down before it can be digested and in that process if you eat foods that help you lose weight you'll be fill for a longer period of time there by not over eating and you'll be eating healthier.

this is what i do:

Drink 4-8 oz of hot tap water before brushing my teeth  (7am -9am)

(or after but the bacteria in your month helps you lose weight.  i don’t know how i know this but i could have swore I read it somewhere and when i did this a couple of times i did notice a difference in being hungry. i was less hungry when i didn’t brush my teeth)

16 oz of coffee any flavor i add pepper mint and ginger (9am - 11am)
this i drink slowly; but i have microwave at work so i warm it up if it to
cold or start over and use a smaller cup

you can have a light snack at this time 11am - 1pm

however i usually just have 8 oz of hot water with or without anything in it but some time i put ginger or peppermint

right before i eat i have 8 oz of hot water then i usually have a salad and sprinkle ginger powder with light dressing mostly just oil & vinegar. (1pm - 3pm). But you can eat whatever you want at this time because all that water and ginger should help you digest this quickly and you’re also less likely to finish whatever it is you want to eat.  

then i have another cup of coffee to wake up but i use a light or medium strength with pepper mint, then 2 more 8 oz cup of hot water before i leave (3pm - 5pm)
notice how i don’t have a burger and fries; and other fatty foods.

The important thing to almost remember is make a list of foods you want to eat for the week.

write them down and when you eat them cross them off your list.  That way if you want a buger & fries you can have it and add a extra 8 oz cup of hot water it will burn off (make you go to the bathroom) & you can try to replace it with something else like carrot and celery with ranch dip.

You also have to experiment with food.  find the food you like that help you lost weight.
I thing I forgot to mention is dividing up your foods. We usually have 3 meals a day for the first week try splitting those meals to 4 without added any extra food and eating smaller portions.  Then your 3 week you should be having 5 meals a day. The way to divide that up is to have 1 breakfast, 2 lunches, snack, then dinner again just eating smaller portions.  I don't know who invented 3 or 5 course meals but that’s what you have to take out.  Also remember that your stomach is the size of your hand; so if you can buy some extra measuring cups and mean cups you’re going to need ½ cup and 1 cup measuring cuts and that how you eat smaller portions.  You want some salad, chicken and rice for a meal.  Remember to have 1 cup of chicken ½ of salad and ½ cup of rice; if you still hungry drink a glass of hot tap water you want flavor add ginger or mint and kind of mint.  You can also do a Google search "lose weight foods" and you will find many recipes.  Please also check out Dr. Oz and Jamie’s website they have a load of information that help you eat healthy and lose weight; but the important is; is to save yourself not really lose the weight.

i don’t want to tell you what to eat or what not to eat; i just want to inform you of what worked for me and how just adding hot water to your meals will help you drop off some extra weight you've carrying around.

Things to remember once you start to feel sick; so down the process just have 1 8 oz cup of hot water a day then gradually add another cup.  try it for a week with just 1 cup, then add another cup for 2 weeks and so on.  & weight yourself every couple of days count your calories and just too see if you can eat less or something bad and more of something good.

I will add the website on the side and wish you the best of luck & please email me if you have any questions
happy eating. :-)

Natural Home Remedies

Ginger Powder             Peppermint                   Sandalwood                  Honey
Grape                           Clove                           Cinnamon                      Lavender                      
Baby Oil                       Green Tea                    Black Tea                     Apple Juice

Now the list above is all the things i use to treat my migraine; they do not get rid of them.  i'm going to explain what i do with them. 

I would start to buy some at the stores or online that just say headache remedy.  After I while I just to feed up with buying them that I had to make my own. I started using ginger and lavender in combination with baby oil that I would make to create a massage oil to rub on my temples.  I would just start with fresh ginger boil with fresh lavender in baby oil on a very low flame or even just add the ginger & lavender and let it sit for a few days.  After I got experimental I would add sandalwood and pepper mint or mint.  I’m sure you guys already what I’m talking about and have experimenting with different flowers & plants to see what works.

I also discovered drinking them also creates a somewhat uplifting feeling.
I use green tea or black tea as my base add ginger, pepper mint sandalwood and cinnamon. Then I would only add 1 at time and see which one is the best; for me ginger worked the best.  The baby oil is used a base to create the massages and the teas are a base to create the drink.  
Then if you dry any of the items and drink or eat them or even sprinkle on the food.  I also discovered something else I wasn't trying to do.

On days when I wouldn't have the cinnamon I could tell the difference because the cinnamon also helps you lose weight. Now I’m not trying to find the weight loss treatment, but in the process I found many.  And I was losing weight just by drinking & eating these tonics.  You can google & search just by typing in word migraine & pick any of the other words.

With every over the counter or prescription medication there is always a side effect.
Side effects include, but are not limited to the following:
Dizziness, drowsiness, nausea, headache.

The main reason why I picked this movie to discuss is because have been trying to figure out how to get rid of my migraine headaches.  I suffer for about every 2 days and then when I get my period for 5 days straight.  I’ve come to realize that I can’t stop them from coming only lessen the pain or try to stop them from happening; but once they start I just have to deal with the pain.

Then this movie comes along & now I’m thinking maybe I’ve looking at trying to get rid of my migraine by dealing with the pain; but when I should be dealing with why I get them and if I do that they maybe I’ll stop them from happening.  However, as I watch the movie I realize that I’m wasting my time treating my headache when I should be trying to develop a way to use my brain more; think better, faster be able to remember stuff quicker, turn my brain into a super power computer..


You should watch the movie & really think about it. I left the trailer there for you watch.
You should watch the movie before you read on because I might give away most or all of the what happens; but below is just my expression of & thoughts.  Feel free to comment or disagree; it all about just having fun and expression oneself.

I know after watching the trailer you're going to go and watch it and when you do you're going to be amazed, confused, jumping for joy, then disappointed.

The reason for your amazement is how do I use this pill to benefit myself & my family or friends? In the beginning of the movie Eddie Morra (Bradley Cooper) is down on his luck trying to finish writing a book that he’s been working on but developed a case of writer block.  He run into an old buddy that wants to help him; but little does he know he helps in a big big way.
His buddy Vernon gives him an experimental drug (NZT) that allows him to use 100% of his brain.

Can you image being about to use 100% of your brain? & that's where the story takes place & I don't want to give it away but later I will discuss the ending and what I would do if I was able to use 100% of my brain…

When you watch the movie you’ll understand why I was confused. I mostly confused and how to use the pill; what he did with it and why he gave it to a drug dealer.  I think certain events in the movie happen and then they have a positive effect. Or when did he decide to do these things was he taking the pill or was he off the pill, etc.  So many questions, but so few answer.

the reason for the disappointment is because you'll probably feel like me.

But you have to remember if a fictional movie; if the pill really existed how would life be different for us?  be better? be worse?

Robert De Niro & Abbie Cornish are also in this movie and they really make the movie that much more exciting.  I love the movie from start to finish; but was just torn up about not being able to use my brain more or get my hands on that pill. 

More to Come.